September 5, 2019

The problem wasn’t what I feared but it was fear itself. If I can overcome the fear the problem will resolve its self.

We many not realize how much of our problems are entrenched in us.

How doing some household cleaning, can bring about solutions.

Everything seeks it’s self

How hate cannot resolve conflict

For conflict reside in hate

But in perfect love there is no conflict

A analogy I like to use is:

You can’t pick up the box while standing in it. But if you step outside the box you can pick it up.

LOVE didn’t need me, but I surely need it.

September 2, 2019

The antelope on tries to fight the lion only when it’s in the lion’s possession

When a person shows aggression

That means that they are in your possession

It’s only a matter of wrestle with that person and subdued them, you’ll have power over them.

Where there is fear, anger is not far away.

When someone has no anger towards you, you can’t possess them.

Only those who live in the wild have a need for aggression as protection

If ones lives in anger they can never be a peace with themselves because they are at war with the world.

When one makes peace with himself, the world will serve him and he will rule over it.

People believe that if they win the war with others, then they’ll have peace within.

NO

When you win the war with self then and only then you’ll have peace.

September 1, 2019 Sunday

When things get too heavy, you learn to let go.

Observe God being God

Every is in harmony and nothing is dead.

When a tree is fully grown

It’s to be hewed down

When a fruit fully develops

It departs from that which it came

And returns again in a new form

Be in no rush to be the tree that is chopped down

Or the fruit that departs from the vine

For if theirs was eternal life in those things

Nothing new would come after it

At tree rises to fall

Great is that fall

For you knoweth not the day nor the hour

Nothing can come into being of its own

If you abandon the will of the father

You’ve lost the father

Love that which is true and righteous

When you eat, you eat to feel nothing

You work throughout the day

Until you sleep and when you sleep you feel nothing

You quench your thirst to feel nothing water taste like nothing

Nothing is the goal, yet it is also the starting point

Your purpose is this world is something you wish to accomplish between birth and death

So it timed and precise

You live to see it accomplished

Or it dies with you as a dream

Silence must be death

Stillness must be death

Being alone must be death

As long as you abides in God’s love

You are live

Dead things consume that which is dead

When your are truly alive breathe deeply

Be still

Be silent

Be alone

Give all your awareness to the life inside of you

The one within

That needs no food

No water

Nobody

But you

That stream of eternal life that flows through you

God knows those pastures

Because he dwells there

He remembers those who where thirst and came and drank

And he did not prevent them

He remembers those who where hungry and allow them to eat

And he prevent them not

Even though they didn’t own the fields which they were

Love the creator

And and all creation will adore you.

Observe what’s right

Then you’ll know what’s right

When you know what’s right

You’ll love what right

When you love what’s right

You’ll do what’s right

When you do what’s right

You’ll be right

And others will come far and wide

To observe you and see your light

There’s a beauty in one who has let go of the things of this world for they rest truly in God’s hands

And to let go they are like a kid who stands in the trees and jumps into the hands of their father who catches them.

August 24, 2019 Saturday

poem

The sun knowth not the darkness

but see the light in all things

the one to dwellth in the tower

can see the people and the city

all its know to that which is above all

the journey of a thousand men

beginning with one step

what we seek can be found in a coffin

all things dead seek that which is dead

the dead seek rest

the living seek to be awake

those who sleep are dead

and those who are awake don’t sleep

when the man reach the summit

and the sun rise above the clouds

and water reach the ground

there will be much to see

for many things are in motion

not from its own doing

but from the likeness of that which is not still

poor is not the man who can’t see

but poor is the man who sees yet he is blind

the ashes of many lie awake

and yet the wait

to rise

to be known by the sun

the people search all through out the earth

to find something that lies within themselves

carry your cross and follow the one

who knows all and is known by all

and all is one and one is all.

Those who are nothing become someone

and those who are someone become nothing.

The son knows his people

but as the son grew the people

did not know their son

for the sun descend and has risen again

but the people slumber and knew not.

August 21, 2019 Wednesday

Mental fortitude – is defined as the ability to focus on and execute solutions when in the face of uncertainty or adversity. … When we develop the mental fortitude necessary to stay strong in the face of adversity, we abate the fears of being in it.

I had to change a tire today (should have thoroughly read the instructions)…

All is well.

Peace to all of God’s creations. Peace.

I hate to admit it but the more negative stuff happens to me, the better of a person I become. It’s as if the negative situation requires me to be a better person.

I thought today as I was changing my tire.

Death requires you to submit.

Life requires you to submit.

The only thing that I need to control, is myself.

God subject things unto me so that I can subdue it.

Before I overcome the world, I must overcome myself.

To overcome within, is to overcome the world.

I wish I would have required myself to write daily, every single day.

SOMETHING.

It would have been nice to read where I was at mentally when I decide I wasn’t going to go to college or when I didn’t work or go to school for 3 years and how spiritually enlightened I was during that time.

Or even some of the more outrageous things that I’ve done that I may share in the future.

Writing helps

Writing helps externalize things that have been dwelling inside of me

Also, to have a creative outlet that I’ll use for the rest of my life is huge to me.
I am extremely inconsistent as a person when it comes to scheduling things and doing them, but I have notice that I been pretty consistent at a least posting something here.

And that means alot to me.

 

August 19, 2019

NOTE TO SELF:

Attention is a high commodity

Be great at being yourself

Compare yourself to no one

Allow yourself to grow alone

There is no scarcity of love

Have graditude even when you lack understanding.

STOP giving up before finding the solution, otherwise you’ll like to run into the problem again

Life is difficult as is, don’t make it more difficult for yourself and others

Be present, stop worrying about things outside of this moment.

Let go of the things that don’t serve you

Let love be love

Lying is not a good solution to a problem, it only creates more problems.

– Need nothing

want nothing

envy no one

Everything dissolve to nothing

Forgive & let go

Trust God

Pray & relax

GOD IS IN CONTROL

Stop judging others and yourself

STOP looking for God in all the wrong places

Be humble

Wait and be patience

Listen to the trees

Take a morning walk

Eat clean

Refresh

LISTEN to your body

Someone’s already done & been that

So be who you are

Know God

Know yourself

Know truth

Know love

Know how to yield

Know how to stand strong

Know how to forgive

Know how to pray

Know how to let go

Know how to stay

Know how to be still and wait

No one needs you as badly as you need yourself

No one loves you more than God

Don’t neglect rest

Don’t live absent of pray

Don’t withhold forgiveness

Don’t be too busy to acknowledge others

Don’t feel responsible for how other people feel

People love those who loves themselves

Embrace change

Never be so interested other people’s lives that you forget about your own.

YES, they are trying their best.

Things change eventually so stop being so bummed out about where things are

You never know what positive act or words you my share that make cause someone to walk away saying “Thank you, I needed that.”

Be thoughtful

Be generous

Be sincere

Be earnest

Respect boundaries

Deny no one love

Deny no one peace

GOD made us to be beings of love

So love

Come to God empty and he’ll fill you up

Come to God full and he’ll send you away

For he that have, need nothing

And he that need nothing, have.

Don’t sleep until you forgiven all that have hurt you and seek forgiveness from whomever harmed you.

Wake with joy and rejoice, For God has made this day and let’s be glad in it for the sun of the world has rising.

Hallelujah!

Give without expecting anything in return

Nothing you can lose in this world that is worth repaying with evil.

Let go:

  • Hatred
  • Envy
  • Lust
  • Revenge
  • Jealousy

Repay the evil with good

Let your light shine so bright before men

No one who go against God has life nor know God