I am losing this battle “fighting against God” I saw a recent picture of Vee and I’m exhausted by how much love I truly have for her. I am fighting for my singleness, but I’m losing right now. Because I am ready to give in and attempt to get into a relationship with her. I know its not smart to make emotional decisions. I need to evaluate some things for sure. But God already gave me his blessing and what more could I ever look for.
God has already reveal to me who Veronica is meant to be in my life and I am struggling holding this truth in me. I could parish alone or I could fully submit to God and trust him fully on where he has guided me.